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Eleutheromania, A Poem By Eddie Myles, Jr.

So many of my poems begin with my interest in a single word. I then take that word and try and figure out how it relates to something I’m feeling, have experienced or am otherwise interested in. I take the same approach to my tattoos which is why many of them are the result of, subject of or inspiration for my poems. This poem continues my fascination with the image and idea of the falcon and what it means in my life. The title is somewhat ironic but mostly a word I really like:

I often jump from airplanes, out over the ocean, down into the blue
Where fireflies don’t see me but brutal hunters often do

More than once, I’ve scaled a skyscraper and fallen with no parachute
My fall need not be broken, my life need no rescue

When I sleep, I dream of Africa, a time and land way back when
My nightmares are uneven but they’re shared by native men

I pray, folklore stay Aboriginal, wild, free and true
With honest eyes, we speak these words to native sons - and daughters too

So I go, and grow, insatiable - to feed my wanderlust
When days are long, I’m happy just to feel more dangerous

I sometimes walk a thousand miles, in a direction, known by few
I’ve climbed my share of mountains just to move beyond the glue

On my back, grant wings like falcons have, my hands be those of talons
So I may have a means and way, when my freedom hangs in the balance

I hate the talk of harmony, and peace, and all such banter
Opposition is sacred, like Thunderbird, and Underwater Panther

I am dazed, that I bleed this way, and that I have but one true aim
When destroyed, to finally be, free from all this pain

    • #Eleutheromania
    • #poem
    • #poetry
    • #writing
    • #writer
    • #freedom
    • #death
    • #life
    • #destruction
    • #falcon
    • #suicide
    • #balance
    • #harmony
    • #conflict
    • #native
    • #african
    • #africa
    • #aboriginal
    • #dangerous
  • 2 months ago
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Amore, Ego Morientibus Tarde

For a long time, I’ve had something of an obsession with Latin. I even put all of my tattoos in Latin. I like how it’s a dead language so in a way when you use Latin it’s like hiding the meaning of what you have to say – sort of like poetry does. So that’s why I chose to title this one in Latin.

 

Amore, Ego Morientibus Tarde (Love, I am dying slowly)

There’s a time and place to die but this one isn’t it

So while it isn’t easy, you try and force a grip

They’ll say the future’s bright but it seldom is

Not when hopes and dreams and blood are taken from new kids

Love is cursed like Adam was because of his for Eve

Soft may be the kill but fast and hard the pain it leaves

It causes men to lose their hope and wonder why they try

And grieve their loss these mothers do but no one hears them cry

Claiming stakes to manhood with actions plasticine

Jaded thoughts of women who can’t say what they mean

Introspection leaves me full of angst and insecure, my love

Your cruelty grows, envelopes hope and fits me like a glove

As sure as life inhabits all the things you do and know

There are darker things a mind will not allow to show

In failure inspiration blooms and confidence divides

As simply as I think of you then fear I won’t survive

It’s painful now to hear your voice and think about your hands

I hate that I remember how you helped form who I am

I can’t believe in fairy tales and other allegory

If truth be told what haunts my soul’s a darker somber story

This fear erodes resilience even decimates fortitude

I’m left with many lessons only this one holds most true:

You can travel where you want in life, to places old and new

But no matter who you might become there’s still the dying that you’re born to do

    • #poetry
    • #love
    • #death
    • #dying
    • #slow
    • #writing
    • #writer
    • #poet
    • #language
  • 3 months ago
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The Body Struggles, A Poem by Eddie Myles, Jr.

With a knife we begin, the cord is cut

From womb to tomb, it’s such a rut

But in between the hands do touch

And feel and grope and hold and such

To touch is to live, to live is to struggle

Binding hands and mouths to muzzle

Curvature, of spine and breast

Beauty is of neck and chest

From lips on fire and arms a flame

The burn of passion the joy of pain

With these hands I do thee please

And hold you down and me release

With eyes you stare and make me melt

And long for touch, wish to be felt

But like the body, it breaks down

It cannot breathe and can’t be found

Desire wanes and comfort’s lost

From touch recoil no longer soft

And yet not hard or rigid still

A heart can beat but never will

    • #body
    • #struggle
    • #poetry
    • #writing
    • #art
    • #personal
    • #poet
    • #writer
    • #sex
    • #love
    • #intamacy
    • #death
    • #human
    • #touch
    • #hands
  • 4 months ago
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There’s something #beautiful and #tragically #morbid about this #pic. And that’s why I like it - kinda like me. #death #morientibus #water #sunset #trees #horizon #photo #reflect #reflection #orange #black #mood
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There’s something #beautiful and #tragically #morbid about this #pic. And that’s why I like it - kinda like me. #death #morientibus #water #sunset #trees #horizon #photo #reflect #reflection #orange #black #mood

    • #beautiful
    • #reflect
    • #death
    • #horizon
    • #photo
    • #pic
    • #trees
    • #black
    • #water
    • #mood
    • #morientibus
    • #morbid
    • #tragically
    • #orange
    • #sunset
    • #reflection
  • 4 months ago
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Aztec #skull mask on display at Walters #art #museum #mesoamerica #artifact #photo #history #mexico #native #death #life  #ceremony #ehecatl
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Aztec #skull mask on display at Walters #art #museum #mesoamerica #artifact #photo #history #mexico #native #death #life #ceremony #ehecatl

    • #ceremony
    • #life
    • #death
    • #art
    • #skull
    • #mesoamerica
    • #photo
    • #museum
    • #mexico
    • #ehecatl
    • #artifact
    • #native
    • #history
  • 4 months ago
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“#Death and the #maiden” by Elna Borch in 1905.  find this compelling. This theme had been done in art with this same title since at least the 1500s mostly #paintings as far as I can tell. This #sculpture moves me. I should have been an #art major… #picoftheday #instapic #tumblrpic #plaster #marble #sword #girl #symbolic #angel #life
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“#Death and the #maiden” by Elna Borch in 1905. find this compelling. This theme had been done in art with this same title since at least the 1500s mostly #paintings as far as I can tell. This #sculpture moves me. I should have been an #art major… #picoftheday #instapic #tumblrpic #plaster #marble #sword #girl #symbolic #angel #life

    • #life
    • #death
    • #art
    • #maiden
    • #paintings
    • #plaster
    • #instapic
    • #symbolic
    • #marble
    • #sword
    • #tumblrpic
    • #angel
    • #girl
    • #sculpture
    • #picoftheday
  • 4 months ago
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